another year older & deeper in debt (tho not the money kind, fortunately)
Dec. 26th, 2025 03:49 pmI feel like my introspections are still stuck in the projects queue; ( ongoing crap, which is the state of the world... )
Things I have been considering, & may yet do something with include:
*The Baltimore Gamer Symphony Orchestra meets... just across from where the Key Bridge *was* (but I have driven farther to get to weekly meetings before; I've just gotten lazy) and they require no auditions and even have a choir that theoretically one can manage to be part of *at the same time.* And I do miss having scheduled & group music...
*I need to *actually talk to* people about writing community, which of course I have been saying for years, & I think what I need is a general progress-sharing & brainstorming cheering section space or even just an update window on other people who are writing regularly, because it's the momentum that is hard, but I don't really know how to create that or with whom because none of the standard "writing group" models is going to recreate 2000s NaNo lj or pausing every couple hard-won paragraphs in a college paper to exchange random e-mails with a friend who's working on their own. (and both papers & NaNo ultimately got written because of deadlines, sigh.)
*I keep meaning to say to my family that I'm good for 2-3 nights of dinner plan a week, & if each of them take a day then we can declare one "seagull night" (seagull says "get yer own!") & a take-out day per week and stop having to make last-minute food decisions when we're already hungry and/or done braining until after food.
*Still working on plan: make the basement suitable for habitation &/or sudden arrivals of kids who live within walking distance. (at least the pre-Christmas clean-up has led to a slightly less problematic living room space, temporarily...)
*likewise, attempts to join/create/promote local community continue to be an unchecked ticky box.
*[complicated mutterings/rant about having a useful website] [slightly further shadowed by watching a nature writer/artist's website get devoured & replaced by the internet asbestos machine]
*wholesale deleting my phone games in the hopes of redirecting my flow-state downtime towards... something else??
The list will always be longer than I have world & time to devote to it, but we knew that already.
Birdfeeding
Dec. 26th, 2025 01:23 pmI fed the birds. I've seen a few house finches and sparrows.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 12/26/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
EDIT 12/26/25 -- I did more work around the patio.
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Thames Barrier in London, England
Dec. 26th, 2025 02:00 pm
The part of the Thames River that runs through London is a tidal estuary, and the water levels can change dramatically with the tides. Historically, these changes could be so severe that they could cause severe catastrophes within the United Kingdom’s capital. Records of flooding go back to the period after the Norman Conquest, and noted diarist Samuel Pepys recorded an event in 1663 in which Whitehall (the location that then and now contains many governmental offices) was completely flooded. In more recent years, the 1928 Flood, which was caused by a combination of excess precipitation and an extremely high tide, was notable for killing 14 people and damaging 2000 homes, mainly in South London, and another severe tidal surge in 1953 forced thousands of people in London’s East End to leave their homes.
The general approach to constructing flood defenses in London has been to simply build larger walls along the riverbank. However, to protect against the most extreme possible flooding events, the walls would need to be so high that they would potentially block views of the river itself. Therefore, the UK government decided in the 1970s to build the Thames Barrier to protect against severe tidal surges, with construction starting in 1974 and reaching completion in 1984.
The barrier spans a 520 m part of the Thames River between Silvertown and Woolwich, which is east of and downstream of the center of London but still within Greater London. The barrier consists of a series of metal-clad structures on piers with gates between them. Most of the time, the gates are in the down position and sit near the bottom of the river, permitting the river as well as boats to pass through the barrier. However, when very high tidal surges are forecast for the river or when the barriers are simply being tested, the gates can rotate 90 degrees to form a wall that is several stories tall.
Since the barrier first started operating in 1983, it has been used over 200 times to protect the city from flooding. Most notably, the barrier was closed more than 50 times over a 13 week period during the particularly stormy winter of 2013-2014. With the increasing threat of rising sea levels from global warming, the Thames Barrier will continue to play an important role in protecting London from severe flooding.
FIC: Anahita Most Strong (holiday gift story)
Dec. 26th, 2025 01:53 pm[Dusk's note: I would have liked to have posted this on Yalda Night, but I was away from my laptop last weekend. This is a retelling I created in 2003 (complete with the notes that follow it; the story was intended as a picture book text). I hope all of you are having a wonderful holiday season.]
ANAHITA MOST STRONG
An Ancient Persian Tale
Retold by Dusk Peterson from a translation of the Avesta by James Darmesteter
Anahita leapt from a hundred times the height of a man and ran powerfully. Strong and bright, tall and beautiful of form, she sent down by day and by night a flow of motherly waters.
God had given her four white horses: the wind, the rain, the cloud, and the sleet. One day she drove down from her starry home in her chariot, holding the reins. As she went, she longed for humans and thought in her heart:
"Who will praise me? To whom shall I hold fast? Who holds fast to me, and thinks of me, and is of good will toward me?"
To Anahita did Azi Dahaka, the three-mouthed, offer up a sacrifice in the land of Bawri, with a hundred male horses, a thousand oxen, and ten thousand lambs.
He begged of her a favor, saying: "Grant me this favor, most generous Anahita! Grant that I may destroy all the people in the lands around me."
Anahita did not grant him that favor, although he had given gifts, sacrificing his beasts and begging that she would grant him that favor.
To Anahita did the sons of Vaesaka offer up a sacrifice in their castle that stood high on a mountain, with a hundred male horses, a thousand oxen, and ten thousand lambs.
They begged of her a favor, saying: "Grant us this, most generous Anahita! Grant that we may strike down the people we hate: hundreds of people and thousands of people and tens of thousands of people."
Anahita did not grant them that favor.
An old man, Vafra Navaza, loved Anahita. As Anahita watched, the old man's enemy flung him up in the air in the shape of a vulture.
He went on flying for three days and three nights, towards his own house, but he could not come down. At the end of the third night, when the dawn came dawning up, he prayed to Anahita, saying: "Anahita! Hasten to help me, for I have loved you."
The old man had not given her a sacrifice. He had not given a hundred male horses, a thousand oxen, or ten thousand lambs.
Anahita hastened to him in the shape of a young woman, fair of body, most strong, tall-formed, with a golden cloak and a golden crown made of a hundred stars.
She seized Vafra Navaza by the arm. It was quickly done, nor was it long till, speeding, he arrived at the earth made by God and at his own house, safe, unhurt, unwounded, just as he was before.
Then Vafra Navaza offered up wine and meat in her honor. And Anahita returned to her palace in the stars, which had a hundred windows and a thousand columns and ten thousand balconies and a bed where she could sleep.

( Notes )
Birds
Dec. 26th, 2025 02:00 pmIt was very cold this morning, a few Blue Jays, House Sparrows and Squirrels were early visitors, followed by a Tufted Titmouse and 2 Deer.
We're expecting snow tonight, 3 to 5 inches are possible.
2025 52 Card Project: Week 51: Rest
Dec. 26th, 2025 12:47 pmWe were very quiet together. It occurred to me on Sunday, as we sat together in his living room, drinking coffee and looking out the living room window at the winter landscape, that it was the winter Solstice. A year ago on the winter Solstice, I was hosting a solstice party. If I had been at home, I would have lit all my candles to mark the day. Being with him on that day as he was recovering seemed fitting.
The winter solstice is a time for deep rest and healing, for reflection and resilience.
He is feeling much better now and counts the surgery as a success.
Image description: A window with a winter view outside. A pair of feet clad in red and white striped socks are propped up on the windowsill beside a red mug with a steaming hot beverage. A hand holding a couple of pills hovers above the feet.

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I don't think this was just about the audience appeal, srsly
Dec. 26th, 2025 06:32 pmCharles Dickens exhibition to shine light on powerful women in author’s life: 'Novels only ‘reinforced Victorian stereotypes’ of meek women to give readers what they wanted, says curator'.
Oh, come on.
Query, did readers (as opposed to various gate-keepers in publishing houses, Mudie's and other circulating libraries. etc) want meek women?
(Do I need to cite Victorian novelists who did quite well out of women who were not meek.)
I would also contend that any input from women in Mr D's life was going to filtered through a lot of his Own Stuff, and the article actually points out some of the things like His Mummy Issues.
There is no-one in the novels at all like Angela Burdett-Coutts, whom one suspects very unlike saintly Agnes Wickfield (and married a much younger man at an advanced age), in fact as I think I have complained heretofore, he was happy to work with this renowned philanthropist while the women philanthropists in his novels are mean and merciless caricatures.
One can make a case that he did worse than 'dilute' the women he knew when portraying them on his pages.
Also I am not sure what the 'debate' is over his relationship with Ellen Ternan!
Happy Boxing Day!
Dec. 26th, 2025 11:31 amI hope those of you who celebrate Christmas had a nice holiday yesterday, and that those of you who don't had a good Thursday. Happy Holidays to those of you who celebrate any sort of December holiday. Things have been in varying degrees of chaos around here, and are likely to continue to be so for at least the next week.
Here's hoping that 2026 is better than 2025!
Hownsgill Viaduct in England
Dec. 26th, 2025 12:00 pm
Hownsgill Viaduct was built by Thomas Bouch between 1857 and 1858 as part of the Stanhope to Tyneside Railway line. The line carried iron ore, lead and limestone to Consett.
Stretching gracefully across the Hownsgill Valley, this 19th-century railway viaduct looks more like something from a Victorian dream than a relic of heavy industry. Built in the 1850s to carry coal trains high above a wooded gorge, the red brick arches now serve walkers and cyclists instead of locomotives.
At over 150 feet tall and nearly 700 feet long, it’s a masterpiece of quiet ambition. Broad, balanced, and improbably elegant. The views from the top sweep across the green folds of County Durham, with the old steel town of Consett behind you and endless countryside ahead. It’s one of those rare places where you can stand on the bones of the Industrial Revolution and still feel entirely at peace.
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Dec. 26th, 2025 09:38 amTexas governor among those to call for expanded access to ibogaine, said to help with treating veterans with PTSD
Mattha Busby
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/dec/26/us-right-champions-psychedelic-drugs
A child is born: Italians celebrate village’s first baby in 30 years
Feted birth of bambina Lara in Pagliara dei Marsi highlights sticky national debate over country’s ‘demographic winter’
Angela Giuffrida in Pagliara dei Marsi
https://www.theguardian.com/world/2025/dec/26/italian-village-first-baby-in-30-years ( Read more... )
Quartier des Carmes in Namur, Belgium
Dec. 26th, 2025 10:00 am
An hour's drive southeast of Brussels will take you to the city of Namur. It contains a large number of historical monuments and a relatively well-preserved urban fabric. Following the destruction of World War I, the decision was made to preserve as much of the 17th and 18th century city centre as possible.
This decision has influenced urban planning rules to this day, giving the city a relatively consistent appearance in terms of materials and volumes. However, between the city centre and the train station, the Quartier des Carmes stands out with its slightly taller buildings and Art Deco architecture.
At the end of the First World War, Namur was facing a housing shortage. One block in the city centre was still undeveloped, with the religious congregations of the Carmes and Croisiers still occupying it. The city's purchase of these two properties was driven by two key objectives: forging a new direct link between the city centre and the train station, and the creation of multiple housing units.
In 1927, architect Adolphe Ledoux drew up plans for the neighbourhood, incorporating curved streets to integrate it more effectively into the existing urban landscape. Construction took place from 1928 until the outbreak of the Second World War. This relatively rapid pace resulted in a coherent architectural ensemble. However, two different styles coexist: the majority of buildings are in the Art Deco style with brick façades and geometric decorations, while a few are in the simpler Modernist style with white façades.
The neighbourhood began to receive recognition in 2010–11, when the 'Radiance 35' firm lit up the façades at the city's request. Also in 2011, almost all of the façades were listed in the Inventory of Cultural Real Estate Heritage (IPIC - Inventaire du Patrimoine Immobilier Culturel). This does not constitute protection, but rather recognises the importance of these buildings at the municipal level.
The restoration of the Galerie Wérenne (built 1930–1931) in 2020 marked the end of the neighbourhood's economic redevelopment. It is now a vibrant neighbourhood, and its Art Deco architecture, finally recognised, makes it a must-see for tourists. The final stage of this enhancement will see the neighbourhood become a pedestrian zone in 2026.
From Unknown Worlds edited by John W. Campbell, Jr.
Dec. 26th, 2025 09:31 am
An assortment of stories from the late fantasy magazine Unknown, presented in a one-off A4 work.
From Unknown Worlds edited by John W. Campbell, Jr.
End of Year . . .
Dec. 26th, 2025 05:33 amIt was very quiet here; last night son and I watched the third Knives Out film together. Tightly written, really well acted, but there were plot holes, and not nearly the tightness and humor of the first one.
LOVING the rain, so very needed.
Hoping my daughter can visit today--she had to work yesterday.
So! It's Boxing Day, pretty much uncelebrated here in the US (who has servants???) but! Book View Cafe is having its half off sale!
Giant backlist, and lots of new books since last year's sale. Go and look and if you've got some holiday moulaugh, buy some books! We all need the pennies, heh!
New Worlds: That Belongs in a Museum
Dec. 26th, 2025 09:11 amNobody really took much of an interest in that latter end of the spectrum until fairly recently, but museums for the fancier stuff are not new at all. The earliest one we know of was curated by the princess Ennigaldi two thousand five hundred years ago. Her father, Nabonidus, even gets credited as the "first archaeologist" -- not in the modern, scientific sense, of course, but he did have an interest in the past. He wasn't the only Neo-Babylonian king to excavate temples down to their original foundations before rebuilding them, but he attempted to connect what he found with specific historical rulers and even assign dates to their reigns. His daughter collated the resulting artifacts, which spanned a wide swath of Mesopotamian history, and her museum even had labels in three languages identifying various pieces.
That's a pretty clear-cut example, but the boundaries on what we term a "museum" are pretty fuzzy. Nowadays we tend to mean an institution open to the public, but historically a lot of these things were private collections, whose owners got to pick and choose who viewed the holdings. Some of them were (and still are) focused on specific areas, like Renaissance paintings or ancient Chinese coins, while others were "cabinets of curiosities," filled with whatever eclectic assortment of things caught the eye of the collector. As you might expect, both the focused and encyclopedic types tend to be the domain of the rich, who have the money, the free time, and the storage space to devote to amassing a bunch of stuff purely because it's of interest to them or carries prestige value.
Other proto-museums were temples in more than just a metaphorical sense. Religious offerings don't always take the form of money; people have donated paintings to hang inside a church, or swords to a Shintō shrine. Over time, these institutions amass a ton of valuable artifacts, which (as with a private collection) may or may not be available for other people to view. I've mentioned before the Padmanabhaswamy Temple in Kerala, which has eight vaults full of votive offerings that would double as an incomparable record of centuries or even millennia of Indian history . . . if they were studied. But making these things public in that fashion might be incompatible with their religious purpose.
Museums aren't only limited to art and artifacts, either. Historically -- especially before the development of the modern circulating library -- books got mixed in with other materials. Or a collector might equally have an interest in exotic animals, whether taxidermied or alive, the latter constituting a proto-zoo. More disturbingly, their collection might include people, individuals from far-off lands or those with physical differences being displayed right alongside lions and parrots.
What's the purpose of gathering all this stuff in one place? The answer to that will depend on the nature of the museum in question. For a temple, the museum-ness of the collection might be secondary to the religious effect of gifting valuable things to the divine. But they often still benefit from the prestige of holding such items, whether the value lies in their precious materials, the quality of their craftsmanship, their historical significance, or any other element. The same is true for the individual collector.
But if that was the only factor in play, these wouldn't be museums; they'd just be treasure hoards. The word itself comes from the Greek Muses, and remember, their ranks included scholarly subjects like astronomy and history alongside the arts! One of the core functions of a museum is to preserve things we've decided are significant. Sure, if you dig up a golden statue while rebuilding a temple, you could melt it down for re-use; if you find a marble altar to an ancient god, you could bury it as a foundation stone, or carve it into something else. But placing it in a museum acknowledges that the item has worth beyond the value of its raw materials.
And that worth can be put to a number of different purposes. We don't know why Nabonidus was interested in history and set up his daughter as a museum curator, but it's entirely possible it had something to do with the legitimation of his rule: by possessing things of the past, you kind of position yourself as their heir, or alternatively as someone whose power supersedes what came before. European kings and nobles really liked harkening back to the Romans and the Greeks; having Greek and Roman things around made that connection seem more real -- cf. the Year Eight discussion of the role of historical callbacks in political propaganda.
Not all the purposes are dark or cynical, though. People have created museums, whether private or public, because they're genuinely passionate about those items and what they represent. A lot of those men (they were mostly men) with their cabinets of curiosities wanted to learn about things, and so they gathered stuff together and wrote monographs about the history, composition, and interrelationships of what they had. We may scoff at them now as antiquarians -- ones who often smashed less valuable-looking material on their way to the shiny bits -- but this is is the foundational stratum of modern scholarship. Even now, many museums have research collections: items not on public display, but kept on hand so scholars can access them for other purposes.
The big change over time involves who's allowed to visit the collections. They've gone from being personal hoards shared only with a select few to being public institutions intended to educate the general populace. Historical artifacts are the patrimony of the nation, or of humanity en masse; what gets collected and displayed is shaped by the educational mission. As does how it gets displayed! I don't know if it's still there, but the British Museum used to have a side room set up the way it looked in the eighteenth century, and I've been to quite a few museums that still have glass-topped tables and tiny paper cards with nothing more than the bare facts on them. Quite a contrast with exhibitions that incorporate large stretches of wall text, multimedia shows, and interactive elements. Selections of material may even travel to other museums, sharing more widely the knowledge they represent.
It's not all noble and pure, of course. Indiana Jones may have declared "that belongs in a museum," but he assumed the museum would be in America or somewhere else comparable, not in the golden idol's Peruvian home. When colonialism really began to sink its teeth into the globe, museums became part of that system, looting other parts of the world for the material and intellectual enrichment of their homelands. Some of those treasures have been repatriated, but by no means all. (Exhibit A: the Elgin Marbles.) The mission of preservation is real, but so is the injustice it sometimes justifies, and we're still struggling to find a better balance.

(originally posted at Swan Tower: https://is.gd/WA5QzG)
And those who can remember when the night sky was a tapestry
Dec. 25th, 2025 10:55 pm
At the end of a battering year, it was a small and a nice Christmas. There was thin frozen snow on the ground. In addition to the traditional and necessary socks and a joint gift with

